Oh Baby!

It's the truth, I'm pregnant! I am 19 weeks along today, and the baby is the size of an heirloom tomato. Due February 13, 2020.

I took a pregnancy test when I was a day late, and saw the second line appear really quickly, and really clearly! It was so fun. Mason was at school, so when I went to pick him up I said, "Want to see something I discovered when I was cleaning our house today?" And then I showed him this picture:

To say he was surprised would be the understatement of the century! I think he went into shock. It took us both a while to get used to the idea of me actually being pregnant!

I told mom when I was about 8 weeks along, I think, and it was so fun. We both cried.

We decided to tell Mason's parents on our last trip down to Las Vegas, when I was 12 weeks. 

We gave this card to his Dad as a late birthday present, but told Mason's parents it was for both of them. We included a lime in the gift bag.

 I have never seen them so excited! Michelle screamed and got up and danced around and hugged us both. It was so fun to tell them! They were very surprised, and started to brainstorm what they want to be called as grandparents. They are cute.

Then I called Dad and told him the next day.

We announced it to our families with this text:

 And everyone was so excited!

Here's a picture (taken right after supper) of the bump that is finally beginning to emerge:

Then we had our first ultrasound! It was fun seeing what everyone's guesses were. I think the total ended up being 17 guessing girl and 11 guessing boy. I told Mason if he didn't guess, he couldn't come with me to the ultrasound, so he just picked boy. I did too (even though I had 2 seperate dreams that we had a girl.) We were wrong! It's a girl! It was amazing to see her inside me! We saw all of her bones, and the valves of her heart, and the lady said she must have peed at some point because in the beginning her bladder was full, and a few minutes later it was empty! Crazy! We saw her brain, her tiny feet, her legs crossed at the ankles, and her mouth opening and closing. We also saw her shaking her booty around a LOT. It will be fun to have her as my little zumba partner some day!!! Her face was sort of buried in my right hip area, and we didn't get to see it, so the ultrasound lady told the doctor we need another ultrasound in 4 weeks because of "sub-optimal face viewing" or something. I am not complaining about that!

We announced it to the world a few days ago with this announcement:

And have received a lot of love and support and encouraging words already! 

Today we started talking about names, and that is really fun. I love thinking about what we'll name her! We aren't going to tell until she's born, so stay tuned for that!

So, how has the pregnancy been?

Overall, great. The only time I've thrown up this pregnancy was when I was brushing my teeth one day when I was like 15 weeks along. My gag reflex has been really easily triggered when brushing. 

I was extremely tired my first trimester, and still don't feel like I'm up to my full energy capacity most days, but it's better now than it was then. 

The biggest challenge has been mental. It took me a long time to get what little of a bump I have, and I had some body image issues for a few weeks where I just felt super fat. But now it's starting to poke out a little more and I think I may actually look pregnant some day, so that's encouraging! 

In addition to the body image issues, my hormones have made me soooo moody. I have gone through a weepy phase, and a phase where the littlest things make me super angry. Hopefully that will wear off as I get further and further along. I asked Megan if that was normal, and she said yes, it's like a never ending PMS week, but that it will get better.

I started feeling her move at about 18 weeks. Everyone said it would feel like flutters, but it has never really felt like flutters. It feels like a distinct pushing from the inside. Like little feet and fists are pushing into me. It is crazy and amazing and I can't wait for Mason to be able to put his hand on my belly and feel it too!

I have also been feeling so grateful for this opportunity. It's amazing that I'm growing a little person. It still hasn't sunk in all the way, but it seems more real as the weeks go by. I feel really blessed to be a woman, and to be able to carry a child, and to one day be a parent together with the man I love. It almost seems too good to be true! It just feels like an amazing miracle and I feel so humbled to have this opportunity.

I so look forward to meeting our little one!

Summer Recap

Let's talk about our (last) summer in Provo. It was SO busy. Between me being in two classes, Mason working, all the packing, my family coming to visit two separate times, the trips to the Parkeses, the trips to the Waite's, the trip to McCall, a trip after that to Las Vegas, and the three day drive to get down to Auburn, we were pretty busy most of the time.

We didn't get to do as much hiking as we would have liked, but we still got to take in the beautiful Wasatch mountains every time we looked out our window, or left our house to go anywhere. I miss the mountains.

When I think back over the summer, what I mostly remember is driving. It seems like we were always on the road headed somewhere far away.

But we also had some fun visitors come! First Ryan and Kaylyn came out to see us. They slept on 2 twin air mattresses in our studio for a few days, and then they spent a few days up at the Waite's house. It was SO fun having them in Provo!

Fresh off the plane! (Mason is paying for parking.)

We hiked the Y (and a little beyond).

Ryan said if we stood like this we'd all look swoll.

We watched a lot of Amazing Race. ("I'll bake the cake," "Because he likes to DRINK beer.")

Played a lot of Nertz.

Walked around the new temple:

We went to Cafe Rio. Ryan and Kaylyn liked it so much, they ate it again in the Salt Lake airport on their way home!

We saw the Provo River being fuller than I've ever seen it, and went to Bridal Veil Falls. The water was freezing!

We went to a concert in Park City to see a band called Superbubble. They played funk. It was a little weird.

We took them on a tour of campus:

We went to Swig like 100 times, and somehow this is the only picture I have documenting it:

We took the train up to Shell and Nate's house, and on the way we taught ourselves to play Texas Hold 'Em. (Although Ryan pretty much knew how to play already.) Also, Kaylyn had to use the train bathroom to change her pants, and she was so afraid of it! But she did it anyway. I've never used the bathrooms on there. Or on an airplane.

Then once we were in Layton, Nate took us on a canyon adventure while Shell stayed home with the kids. It was weird doing that without Michelle there... all the rappels seemed so much scarier!

Ryan and Kaylyn both were climbing all over the place the entire time! And they enjoyed hiding behind rocks and trying to scare us. It worked one time.

Kaylyn lookin fly in the slot canyon

Team building

Smiles all around

Nate, our fearless leader

 Ryan rappelling

Mason being cute

Who's buns are those way up there?

Why, they're mine, thank you for asking. This was a big scary rappel. I think it was about 80-90 feet, if I'm remembering right. I had a nosebleed right before I went down. There were tons of biting flies at the top. And it was so scary!

SO RELIEVED TO BE DONE.

And then Kaylyn blew through this one like a total champ!

And then nate put us all to shame with the record descent.

We had to cross some really cold water!

And then Ryan stepped on a cactus in his bare foot. (His shoe and sock had a giant hole that left his big toe totally exposed!

And then on the hike back to the car, we got to see some amazing views

We explored around Temple Square in Salt Lake.

We weenie roasted and Kaylyn taught a bunch of people songs on her ukulele.

And of course I can't leave out these two gems.

It was a blast. I hope Ryan and Kaylyn consider going to BYU one day, because it is a special place, and living by the Waites ROCKS.

Then, just a little while after Ryan and Kaylyn were home in GA, the Griffioens came out to play! It was so great to see them. We did a lot of the same things with them as we did with Ryan and Kaylyn, anthough I didn't take nearly as many pictures. I did really enjoy one night when Beck and Ben met Mason and I at Swig, and then went back to our apartment to play Nertz. They are so fun! (Also, it's a good thing we saw them that night, because we reminded them their flight was the next day. They thought it was the day after. That was a close one!)

It was also so fun seeing their kids. We spent some time up at the Waite's house again with the Griffioens and it was fun to see all the kids playing together.

We also picked the neighbors raspberries, which were delicious!

The trip to McCall is always such a treat. It is fun seeing Mason's family and spending time with everyone. The highlights for me this year were playing frisbee golf with Maddie and Tony, going on the ski-do things (basically giant jet skis), and playing corn hole with my peeps. I love this reunion! Also, as an added bonus this year, Mason's parents got a sweet cabin within walking distance from the place we usually stay. Mason and I slept there the first night, but then we roughed it in our tent by the lake the rest of the week. As per tradition.

Also, Mason and I did a race! Neither of us trained too intensely for it, ha, but we both had a good time. It was called The Wasatch Half/10K. Mason did the half, I did the half of the half. It was so beautiful. It was fun to actually not care about my time and to just take it slow and have fun.

That same day (a Saturday) we drove down to Vegas to see the Parkeses for our last hurrah. Mason forgot to bring his church clothes! Luckily he had some old clothes from high school still in his closet. (Which afterward, we cleaned out thoroughly!)

On our drive back, we hit a deer on the highway outside of Fillmore. The thing totalled our car! We are so grateful we are both ok. We were going about 80 mph when we hit it!

It ended up being a tender mercy. We were both ok, we got some money from our insurance, and we didn't have to tow our car behind us on our drive to Alabama, saving us money on the trailer and the truck (we got a 12' instead of 16'). Also, everyone we had to work with after this (AAA, the highway patrol guy, Progressive...) was so nice and helpful and explained how everything works in great detail to these two ignorant college kids.

Then the rest of the summer was filled with packing and loading and taking finals and quizzes early.

 Our vacuum just decided to completely die while we were doing our final cleaning. 

All loaded up in our 12' budget truck!

I'll save pictures from the drive for another post.

The things I miss the most about Utah are:
-The dryness. It is SO HUMID HERE.
-The mountains.
-And most of all: the Waites. I miss being close to them. I wish they could move to Auburn so we could still hang out all the time.

I realize that I missed a couple things we did this summer, like hiking Horseshoe Canyon with the Waites, for example, and our last hurrah at their house where we just sat around and talked for like 4 hours. But an incomplete blog post is better than no blog post!